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Tuesday, February 20, 2007

About a month has passed and well not much has happened in my life except for work... work.. and of course.. more work... theres been so much drama at work lately im sooo over it.. but yeah.. i guess its just a normal thing.. anyhow.. my mom is goin to Thailand this friday for 2 weeks.. im so jealous... but then again maybe it will be good to get a break from her.. lol.. *sigh.. anyhow.. my more main concern is.. well.. i guess i might just never understand the way the human heart works... why it wants things it can't have... and why sumtimes it doesnt appreciate the things that are best for it... and why does it want what has caused it pain before... "outta sight outta mind"... its very true.. but how long does that hold true for?... after a while.. do those deep scars every FULLY heal?.. the answer is NO... or maybe my scar was REALLY deep... and maybe it just hasnt had enuff time to heal yet... but besides the point.... these signs of "weaknesses" only last for that spur of moment when a person reflects on the past... but i guess im down.. and i will continue moving forward as i have been.


Friday, January 19, 2007

so its been AGES since my last blog.. which is nuthing new... i think my xanga has turned into one of those xangas where people kno i dont update it and they just forget about it... so i decided it was about that time to atleast update myself on my life and have sumthing to look back on.... so yea.. a lot has  happened since Nov. 9.. such as:

1. THANKSGIVING... had work on thanksgiving.. got off early and went with Jimmy to Tam's for Thanksgiving dinner which was excellent as always.. then went to Jimmy's to hang out with his family and chilled... it was a lovely Thanksgiving

2. I TURNED 23... Ann threw me a suprise dinner at Islands a week before my bday and invited a buncha people which she kept a very good surprise up until like 20 mins before i found out when i walked into Islands and saw  Tom, My brother and Ken who ran back inside when they saw me walk in and we ran into Jimmy's friend who worked there and asked if we were there for the party of 18... lol it was funny night and i seriously had no clue till everyone was  actin weird and what i thought was a double date turned into a bday dinner for me and a party of 20....... My real birthday dinner on the day of my birthday was at PF Changs at the Beverly Center. lotsa people showed up so that was cool... my homie Jared even took the bus to come to my bday dinner so that was a good friend deed defintely.. anyhow.. got nice present for my bday... a juicy wallet, suede peacoat.. jewelry ...

3. CHRISTMAS: I had to work on Christmas too.. ofcourse.. had shows to film.. got off early and went to Jimmy's on CHristmas eve and then went to JImmy's parents place for dinner after work.. his family got me presents it was really cute... i played santa for my family and got my mom and my brother's presents also

4. NEW YEARS:  it was another new years where i was feeling under the weather and battling the flu.. Had dinner at CPK hollywood with Tam on New Year's Eve.. my old manager comped all our food so that was cool.. went to Jimmy's later and his sister threw a party... we just layed in bed and watched movies all nite.. we were suppose to go to downtown disney with ann and stuff but ijust wasnt feeling too well at all.. but it was a nice New year's eve and ofcourse New Year's day... work.. but i got off early and went home and spent time with the fam..

hmmm.. its 19 days post New Years... not anything exciting has happened since then really.. same ol same ol.. work work work... yuppp.. paying off debts from christmas.. lol.. but yeah im still alive people and i read my xanga digests most of the time in my emails.. so i do try to keep up with whats goin on with everyone else.... yup yup.. anyhow.. thats all for now.. till the next time i feel like writing... peace.

 


Thursday, November 09, 2006

So its definitely been a long ass while since my last blog entry... but what else is new rite... so wow.. i guess this is the "REAL" world that they're talkin bout... i work...all day.. every day... get paid a "salary"... i cant complain too much... im doin what ive always wanted to do... doin what i went to skool for... learning new things... i'm doin what i want.. im just not where i wanna be.. YET... imma get there... *stepping stones*... i'm trying so hard to be patient.. to wait out all these frustrations that i have.. hoping that things will slowly but surely get better.. some days i think they do... and other times i feel like giving up and i feel like this is it.. and this is how its gonna be.. and things arent gonna change... but they will.. and they must.. and thats inevitable.. things change just like the weather... so i have to keep my head up and hope for the best... but yeah... im definitely grateful for the opportunities that have come my way over the past month or so.. and they keep coming.. so i must stay positive.. wait out and pray out the negativity.. and hope for the best for the things that arent goin so great rite now... im praying that answers will come to me.. solutions.. im just hoping things will get better in those darker parts of my life.. yeah.. but other wise.. im doin it.. and imma keep doin it.. and im proud of where i am rite now.. and i will continue to succeed.. trust.   


Thursday, September 28, 2006

WOW... so i havent updated in forever and so i just learned that xanga has changed the whole blog layout and what not.... lol... im lame.. anyhow.. soooo.. i dont even kno if anyone reads this anymore... but i was doin a lot of thinkin tonite.. (what else is new tho).. and i realized that i havent blogged for a while.. then i got to wondering why... and i so i realized that i was caring too much about certain people reading about my private life that i stopped just writing.. i use to vent.. daily.. twice daily.. on xanga.. it was a good outlet.. and then it got into bashing.. and then i just kinda slowly blogged less and less... but anyhow.. im back.. id ont kno bout for good.. but here's a quik update..

 

.... life in LA.. is fast paced.. upbeat... definitely gotta stay on ur toes.. anywhere u go... gotta keep the guard up and cant be too nice but at the same time cant have too much attitude either... im slowly but sure getting use to being home home.. it still sux tho.. dont get me wrong.. miss living with my girls.. miss my apt.. i miss my friends.. miss my freedom.. but its not as bad as i thoughgt it would be.. i still have my freedom.. i do as i please.. but i still have  to mind my mother and what not.. cuz either way.. she's still gonna be a mom and do what moms do and complain and what not.. but anyhow.. a few other things..

- my cuzin had her baby.. Molly Anne.. beautiful healthy little girl.. half thai. half irish... gray eyes.. definitely cuter than Tom Cruise and Katie Holmes' baby..

- my other cousin is getting married in December.. im gonna be a bridesmaid.. got my dress already.. its gonna be lovely

- sumone makes me smile.. again.. its scary.. but it feels kinda good.. missed that feeling...

 

.. alrite.. and much more.. but im gettin tired.. long day at work.. hope everyone is doin well...


Thursday, August 03, 2006

Alrite... so after all the stressin.. i made it... i made it thru HELL WEEK... finished that damn 10 and 12 page paper... summer skool.. DONE... packed up all my shit.. movin out of the apartment.. DONE... i'm OFFICIALLY out of the I.E.... there's not turning back... i'mma miss my apartment sooooo much... my roomies.. my place.. my room.. everything.. imma miss it.. i miss it already.. its my first nite at home.... back in LA... it was weird.. driving back with a car load of SHIT... it felt like a long road trip.. but i embraced the trip... took it as a beginning to new adventures... up until i hit the 101 and the traffic in Downtown LA... definitely DONT miss that shit... it sucked!!! theres just traffic everywhere!!! EVERYWHERE!!!!! it took me 20 mins to get from my house on MELROSE ave.. to HOLLYWOOD blvd!!! good lord!!!.. and if anyone knows the Hollywood area then u kno damn well those streets are NOT far from each other.... but yeah.. that shit just irritates me!! anyhow.. so yeah... im back.. kinda hasnt really really settled in yet.. but yeah.. just tryna take it one day at a time.. had  a meeting with my new manager today about my transfer status.. everything seems to be running smoothly.. the people seem pretty cool.. i'll still miss my old co-workers tho.. they're like  my family.. but yeah this should be a new experience... hopefully i can do this and work on my resume and get that out there and find anotehr job while saving up to go to thailand.. so yeah.... lots to look forward to and i want to stay productive while i can.. but i do feel liek i havent had a vacation or break yet since graduation... been in skool then work then moving.. sooo i'm excited for the cruise i'm goin on in a couple weeks!!!! YAY!!!!!1 so yeah... life's changing.. i'm excited to see where i'm headed.. imma work hard to achieve my goals... i'm startin fresh... its great..



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